Sunday, 7 June 2009

Butterflies & Crushes

Ahhhhh, well my weight loss has brought an end to my desire to be single forever and I have a crush on a guy. I haven't had relationship for about 4 years and I was convinced that I didn't want to be with anyone and that I would be fine on my own. I have never been particularly confident about meeting poeople, least of all members of the opposite sex. Why would they want a fat, ugly girlfriend like me?

However, I have been in touch with a guy who I quite like and would love to get to know better. I have asked him out for drink (but not made any suggestions about how I feel). I'm guessing nothing will ever come of this but I'm enjoying this feeling again. I don't know if or when he'll reply, he doesn't check his messages very often. Who knows, may be one day I wont be single again and I'll find someone to love me, stretch marks and all. I know weight loss is not the answer to my issues but I'm hoping it will help me find the confidence to get out there again.

5 comments:

  1. Got everything crossed for you love, and anyway, he would be bloody mad not to reply to you!!! xx

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  2. Aww bless hunny , you deserve love as much as anyone else.

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  3. You are gorgeous hon! Don't be so down on yourself,who wouldn't want a lovely,gorgeous woman with a great career.Good luck,hope all goes well :D xox

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  4. I hope it goes well for you and I'm sure you will not have to wait long for someone to snap you up!

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  5. This man should be honored to accept your invitation! I hope it goes well, keep us posted!

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